Initiation

Desiree is about to be initiated into the hottest sorority on campus, but she nearly backs out when she learns what's expected of her. To spend the night, blindfolded, with a guy whose identity she'll never know. If she lucks out and doesn't get pregnant from the encounter, she's in. If she's not so lucky, she'll be left knocked up during the first semester of college, with no way to discover who is the father.

With the pushing of her longtime best friend, who wants to live the sorority life vicariously through her, Desiree agrees to go through with the initiation, even though she's never been with a guy before. But her lack of experience isn't the only secret that will be revealed in the night, and a stunning betrayal will change her life forever...

Excerpt:
My heart felt like it was trying to beat its way out of my chest as I was led into the darkened room. The blindfold, made of a soft and silky material, was tied in place around my head.

I was never to know who was going to fuck me tonight.

That was one of the rules.

I bit my lip as I felt my way to the bed and lay down. Knowing that I was alone for the moment, but not for long.

I almost couldn’t believe that I was here. That I was doing this. I’d agreed to pledge for the sorority because of my best friend, Lauren. I had never expected to get past the initial introductions, especially since she had not. If you looked at the two of us, it would have been hard to believe that we were friends. We were so different physically, and she looked all over the stereotype of a sorority girl. Blonde and beautiful and with a body that made men stop in their tracks.

Not me. I had always been best suited for standing in the shadows behind her.

Never noticed.

But here I was.

Waiting for the next step to begin.

I was going to let a complete stranger fuck me. A man whose face I would never know. All that I had been told about him was that he belonged to one of the fraternities. That this was a reward for him as much as it was a test for me.

Because there were going to be no condoms.

No protection.

I had to rely on luck tonight. If I became pregnant, I would automatically be disqualified. And there would be no going off to the pharmacy to get the ‘morning after’ pill, either. I had been told that there would be someone watching me all through the next couple of days, to ensure that I didn’t leave campus for that.

It would be all up to timing. And I couldn’t even be certain of that, since I knew I wasn’t regular. I'd never been regular, even before the stress of starting my freshman year had thrown my cycle off.

As soon as I’d learned what was expected of me, I probably should have walked away. Would have, too, if Lauren had not talked me into staying. She’d tearfully told me that if she couldn’t join this group, then she wanted to live the experience through me.

How could I say no to that? Seeing the pain on her face…